Post by Mika Jade Nyte on May 27, 2007 22:35:01 GMT -5
"Elijah, what did you do to me?"
Mika sat upon the top of the Statue of Liberty. It was pretty late, and Ellis Island had shut down, which was good. She wanted time to herself..something she was finding herself wanting more and more.
She had spent the last gods knew how many centuries trying to avoid thinking of her past. She rarely even touched up on that small bit of detail. Why? All it would do would put her in a foul mood, and people couldn't handle that Mika.
No, they liked the current one... the one who looked for fun and caused trouble. The one who never got depressed, the one who wasn't afraid to speak her mind, the one who rarely ever hesitated.
Okay, so there was the small drug addiction problem a few weeks ago. But seriously..who could remember a time she had ever been other than who she was now?
Not even Royce knew that part of her life. Royce was a hell of a lot younger than she was. As was Sora. Belle may remember bits and pieces, but the only others would've been her mother and father.
Both were gone. Were they dead? Who knew. Did Mika care? Well yeah..she cared about her dad. Her mom, however, had been an alcoholic more concerned with all the guys she was fucking. Mika was bitter over the fact that her mom left her dad and went running off with another guy. Then there was the fact that Mika had twin siblings out there somewhere. Supposedly one was the kid to one dad, and the other was her own dad's kid. How that happened? Who the hell knows.
Growing up she had been a mommy's girl. She idolized her mother, being that her own father wasn't about for awhile. But he had come back, and in doing so, doted his time on her. Starved for the affection, she was constantly running wild, without the discipline, enjoying when her daddy came to the rescue.
He had warned her against Jack. Jack had been a strange being..a mix of human and a Tom cat. She had been young, and innocent. Jack had, to his credit, ignored her attempts at her naive flirtations. Her father had tried standing between them, trying to control his daughter, but she was determined. She wanted him, in ways she didn't even understand at the time. And the fact that he suddenly became forbidden, well, that didn't help.
She didn't view Jack as the drunk alcoholic that everyone claimed he was. He was an enigma, a force that she wanted to reckon with. Eventually...slowly...she managed to break her way to him. Within a week of losing her viriginity, she moved in with him. She was, despite his constant warnings, falling in love with him.
Bliss didn't even last a month. Jack was constantly drunk, and would ignore her. Even worse, she could come home to finding the paraphenalia...the drugs. And then the women.
She hadn't been willing to give up though. She tried everything. Becoming a docile wife-type, even though they weren't married. She cleaned, she cooked, she pampered and she tried to ignore. That didn't work. She moved on to being the bitch, arguing, yelling, and even fighting. No matter what she tried, it never worked.
Then one day, Jack was gone. A single word on a piece of paper. Bye.
Mika fell into one hell of a depression after that. She withdrew into herself, and began to smoke and drink excessively. She became her mother, in a sense. No one took her seriously, they all whispered behind her back. She didn't care, so long as she got her next drink in.
And then Elijah had come. He had sweet talked her, woo'd her. He offered her things..to teach her how to use the angelic demonic blood in her system. He offered to show her magic, like her Aunt Belle could do. He had given her a cause to fall out of the depression, a motivation to step back into the world.
He also had tried to use her. At the time, she had still been rather naive towards a lot of life. Eli had taken that, and had went to manipulate her, forcing more of the evil out in her, suppressing the good. She had begun to hallucinate with the spells he placed on her. Her father had found her once huddled in a box, staring at nothing. When she had snapped out of it, she had been embarassed, and refused to answer him.
Elijah had continued to mess with her mind, twisting it, molding it. She had tried several times to get rid of him, but he always seemed to find her. But see, everyone has a breaking point. Eli had misjudged hers, and she had rebounded a particularly nasty spell right back at him.
What had happened to him after that, she never stuck about to find out. She fled. She left.
She was free. Taking up the Harley her father had given her, she had set off, travelling, thinking, planning. She began to mold herself, creating a fail-proof brick wall. She kept everyone out, only letting certain people in to a certain point. No one knew Mika Jade. No one.
That suited her fine. And when people did began to know her, it was out of fear she caused. Oh the men came and went. She used them just as easily as she had been once used. But that's where it ended. Most men who managed their way into her bed would find themselves dead...well others would find them dead anyway. She became a black widow of sorts, choosing her mates, then destroying them by any means necessary.
But things get boring after awhile. Languages learned, new skills perfected, all sorts of professions tested. There would be years of lounging, then years of killing. She was never satisfied to just sit ...never did she have an urge to call any place home.
Everything was temporary.
"Wait...yer not Elijah..who are you?"
She had been on a job with Sora, out in the deep recessess of Mongolia. Sora was about five miles away tracking one of the targets. Mika was on the trail of the other. She had never seen what had stuck her from behind, or who.
She had woken up in a perfectly sterile room, strapped down. She never had been weak, but she could tell something was keeping her sedated. Her vision blurred in and out. Sometimes there was a man with white hair standing over her, looking like a doctor, checking her vitals or adding something to the IV she was hooked up to. Othertimes she was alone for what felt like days...days where she screamed out for someone to let her out..where she wore herself trying to struggle out of the bindings holding her to the operation table.
How long she had been there, she never knew. Her memory was blurred from the point of the job up until she was released. Doctor Lyre. He finally let her up, guiding her to the nearest town, and telling her she was free to go and to make him proud. She didn't understand. Even though he explained to her that she was no longer what she once was..that she was now human again.
That had taken quite a bit of getting used to. She wasn't quite human...she was still faster and stronger than most. Her abilities took a few steps back, and within a few years she had retrained herself with her hinderances.
She had never really been the same, putting on that mask for people. People knew Mika to be one way, and that's the way Mika would remain. Live for the day...the hour..the minute.
Okay, so the drug addiction..the painkiller addiction..had been a setback. And perhaps she had let others in way too close, but she let them remain, ignoring the fact that loneliness was always threatening to overwhelm her.
But she was the same Mika everyone knew. The happy -go-lucky bitch. She refused to show any other side of herself. She refused to let herself weaken..refused to let her defenses down.
Even to Azrael.
Those browns stared out across the bay, as she continued to sit high up there on the Statue on Ellis Island.
America. The land of the free, the home of the brave. No where did it say the weak were welcomed, the depressed were honored.
Step two continued to battle on.
Mika sat upon the top of the Statue of Liberty. It was pretty late, and Ellis Island had shut down, which was good. She wanted time to herself..something she was finding herself wanting more and more.
She had spent the last gods knew how many centuries trying to avoid thinking of her past. She rarely even touched up on that small bit of detail. Why? All it would do would put her in a foul mood, and people couldn't handle that Mika.
No, they liked the current one... the one who looked for fun and caused trouble. The one who never got depressed, the one who wasn't afraid to speak her mind, the one who rarely ever hesitated.
Okay, so there was the small drug addiction problem a few weeks ago. But seriously..who could remember a time she had ever been other than who she was now?
Not even Royce knew that part of her life. Royce was a hell of a lot younger than she was. As was Sora. Belle may remember bits and pieces, but the only others would've been her mother and father.
Both were gone. Were they dead? Who knew. Did Mika care? Well yeah..she cared about her dad. Her mom, however, had been an alcoholic more concerned with all the guys she was fucking. Mika was bitter over the fact that her mom left her dad and went running off with another guy. Then there was the fact that Mika had twin siblings out there somewhere. Supposedly one was the kid to one dad, and the other was her own dad's kid. How that happened? Who the hell knows.
Growing up she had been a mommy's girl. She idolized her mother, being that her own father wasn't about for awhile. But he had come back, and in doing so, doted his time on her. Starved for the affection, she was constantly running wild, without the discipline, enjoying when her daddy came to the rescue.
He had warned her against Jack. Jack had been a strange being..a mix of human and a Tom cat. She had been young, and innocent. Jack had, to his credit, ignored her attempts at her naive flirtations. Her father had tried standing between them, trying to control his daughter, but she was determined. She wanted him, in ways she didn't even understand at the time. And the fact that he suddenly became forbidden, well, that didn't help.
She didn't view Jack as the drunk alcoholic that everyone claimed he was. He was an enigma, a force that she wanted to reckon with. Eventually...slowly...she managed to break her way to him. Within a week of losing her viriginity, she moved in with him. She was, despite his constant warnings, falling in love with him.
Bliss didn't even last a month. Jack was constantly drunk, and would ignore her. Even worse, she could come home to finding the paraphenalia...the drugs. And then the women.
She hadn't been willing to give up though. She tried everything. Becoming a docile wife-type, even though they weren't married. She cleaned, she cooked, she pampered and she tried to ignore. That didn't work. She moved on to being the bitch, arguing, yelling, and even fighting. No matter what she tried, it never worked.
Then one day, Jack was gone. A single word on a piece of paper. Bye.
Mika fell into one hell of a depression after that. She withdrew into herself, and began to smoke and drink excessively. She became her mother, in a sense. No one took her seriously, they all whispered behind her back. She didn't care, so long as she got her next drink in.
And then Elijah had come. He had sweet talked her, woo'd her. He offered her things..to teach her how to use the angelic demonic blood in her system. He offered to show her magic, like her Aunt Belle could do. He had given her a cause to fall out of the depression, a motivation to step back into the world.
He also had tried to use her. At the time, she had still been rather naive towards a lot of life. Eli had taken that, and had went to manipulate her, forcing more of the evil out in her, suppressing the good. She had begun to hallucinate with the spells he placed on her. Her father had found her once huddled in a box, staring at nothing. When she had snapped out of it, she had been embarassed, and refused to answer him.
Elijah had continued to mess with her mind, twisting it, molding it. She had tried several times to get rid of him, but he always seemed to find her. But see, everyone has a breaking point. Eli had misjudged hers, and she had rebounded a particularly nasty spell right back at him.
What had happened to him after that, she never stuck about to find out. She fled. She left.
She was free. Taking up the Harley her father had given her, she had set off, travelling, thinking, planning. She began to mold herself, creating a fail-proof brick wall. She kept everyone out, only letting certain people in to a certain point. No one knew Mika Jade. No one.
That suited her fine. And when people did began to know her, it was out of fear she caused. Oh the men came and went. She used them just as easily as she had been once used. But that's where it ended. Most men who managed their way into her bed would find themselves dead...well others would find them dead anyway. She became a black widow of sorts, choosing her mates, then destroying them by any means necessary.
But things get boring after awhile. Languages learned, new skills perfected, all sorts of professions tested. There would be years of lounging, then years of killing. She was never satisfied to just sit ...never did she have an urge to call any place home.
Everything was temporary.
"Wait...yer not Elijah..who are you?"
She had been on a job with Sora, out in the deep recessess of Mongolia. Sora was about five miles away tracking one of the targets. Mika was on the trail of the other. She had never seen what had stuck her from behind, or who.
She had woken up in a perfectly sterile room, strapped down. She never had been weak, but she could tell something was keeping her sedated. Her vision blurred in and out. Sometimes there was a man with white hair standing over her, looking like a doctor, checking her vitals or adding something to the IV she was hooked up to. Othertimes she was alone for what felt like days...days where she screamed out for someone to let her out..where she wore herself trying to struggle out of the bindings holding her to the operation table.
How long she had been there, she never knew. Her memory was blurred from the point of the job up until she was released. Doctor Lyre. He finally let her up, guiding her to the nearest town, and telling her she was free to go and to make him proud. She didn't understand. Even though he explained to her that she was no longer what she once was..that she was now human again.
That had taken quite a bit of getting used to. She wasn't quite human...she was still faster and stronger than most. Her abilities took a few steps back, and within a few years she had retrained herself with her hinderances.
She had never really been the same, putting on that mask for people. People knew Mika to be one way, and that's the way Mika would remain. Live for the day...the hour..the minute.
Okay, so the drug addiction..the painkiller addiction..had been a setback. And perhaps she had let others in way too close, but she let them remain, ignoring the fact that loneliness was always threatening to overwhelm her.
But she was the same Mika everyone knew. The happy -go-lucky bitch. She refused to show any other side of herself. She refused to let herself weaken..refused to let her defenses down.
Even to Azrael.
Those browns stared out across the bay, as she continued to sit high up there on the Statue on Ellis Island.
America. The land of the free, the home of the brave. No where did it say the weak were welcomed, the depressed were honored.
Step two continued to battle on.